sara's smiles

ummmm....jeff just brought me a pepperoni stix..is that true love or what? and it was good!!!! well i was turned down by people for people today (funding source for college) and as i am sipping my margarita on the rocks i am contemplating the state of the world. well at least my little corner of it. basically i was turned down because i'm not a felon, i'm not a druggy, i'm not an alcoholic (but i am in training), my husband doesn't beat me,i have a home, my I.Q. is over 80, i have had a job...in 4 words, i'm not a loser. .............hmmm do i sound a bit bitter? i guess i am a little. i was married for 20 years and my only job was raising foster kids ( i adopted 2). i've worked since then, and remarried, but just minimum wage jobs. i could do great at school but it doesn't look like i am going to get the chance to find out. i wouldn't trade my life for anything. i love jeff........he's the best man for me. in fact he is playing/singing/ playing his harmonicas to all my favorite songs. he is so good to and for me. my grandbabies are my world. all 8 of them. each one more precious than the next. and if spring EVER gets here i will be out in the flower beds. and i guess if i have to go back to being a bartender or waitress i will. my brother tells me i am a survivor so i better do what i need to so i don't disapoint him....lol. of course he refers to himself as a predator. i've been disappointed before so this too shall pass. but until then..........it's gonna be margarita time!!!!!!!!!!!!!